I know what you mean. I was walking to the mail box today and felt like I was disappearing, not really "with" myself, if you know what I mean. And I was thinking, maybe this is the rest of my life. Maybe I will remain just a ghost of who I used to be, no more real happiness, no more getting excited about things, no more feeling overwhelming love or closeness to those I used to love. What an existence. I miss the old me. I want me back. But I don't know that I'm still there. So, I do know what you mean. I'll be in the grocery store and suddenly not know who I am, what I'm doing, just trying to grab a THOUGHT, any thought. It's like I am emptied out of everything, including my sense of self. It's kind of like you're on a 30 second delay, like on the radio, and you're not quite in synch. Does this sound like what you mean?