Why, why, why must this keep happening to me! I am sitting at home as relaxed as I can be and I am hit with all these things. I don't think I am having a panic attack because this has been happening for almost 2 hours now.
I just got hit with pain in my left arm, and it's hard to describe how it feels. It's more so in the shoulder now, and of course it has to be the left arm! I also keep getting chest pains, and I am totally freaking out that I am going to have a heart attack at any minute. I am so freaking scared! I don't cry too much these days but this is bringing the tears back. I wasn't doing anything to hurt my arm, just sitting on the couch relaxing and then bam, pains.
I don't want to Google, I don't want to read anything that's going to fuel the fire. I know what these pains mean anyways, and I don't know if I this is just anxiety or something serious. I was at my doctor's yesterday and I meant to ask him all about heart attacks (again) but I had too many other more important issues to address. I am 23 year old male, overweight, smoker. Don't know what I am asking, maybe just some re-assurance? What could cause these types of pains in the left arm, from the shoulder all the way down through the arm? Chest pains I am a little more familiar with, not comforatable, but familiar. Ahh I am so unbelievably tired of pains, headaches, health fears. I am so scared and frustrated. Since writing this , I have a headache now and man that's just more fuel to the fire. I am so convinced I am going to have a heart attack!!