I figured. It seems hit or miss...
Is it normal to feel jittery at times? I feel like sometimes my jaw clenches a bit and I'll get facial movements that, as far as I know, aren't seen by others, but I feel it. At times I'll get dizzy and spacey... I am always afraid that I am going to have a seizure, even though I've never had one. I guess I assume that's what it feels like, though.
When I take the Propranolol it makes me sleepy... And the past few times I've taken it after a workout (Even an hour or more after) I get light-headed.
Tonight for the wedding (Ugh) I'll take a half of a Xanax instead. I don't even want to go, but it is for my family. It's weird, because at times I'll feel absolutely fine, like I can go back to the fire department and go out and see friends and whatnot, and other times I just come crashing down out of nowhere and feel like I want to be isolated and I get the anxiety symptoms. This morning I took my meds a bit late because something came up and I actually had a pretty severe flare up of symptoms, but I was able to get through it by myself... Which is good, I guess. But that moment of sheer panick came over me.