Just feeling low right now. I have a lot of stress from my job and some other life stuff going on and my anxiety has increased exponentially. I find it's worse in the mornings, I've had a couple of nocturnal panic attacks and I've started having OCD type thoughts as in "Did I lock the door when I left, did I leave my car lights on, what if I forgot something important at work..."
I am totally exhausted, my immune system has gone to hell and I've had two yeast infections in the last two months, which has prompted some health anxiety though logically I know it's from the stress since I tend to get those back to back when I'm really stressed. I need time off in the worst way so I can do nothing, but sleep. I also need to go back on meds, which is the plan in September because my health insurance kicks in on the 1st THANK GOD.
I really just need some support from people who understand what I'm going through. It sucks to wake up and just feel the crushing weight of anxiety.