I'm new here. I've been struggling with a postpartum mood disorder for about 2+ years off and on. I now have a new baby, who is 3 months old. I'm now having VERY intrusive thoughts about him having autism (yes, I know this is ridiculous--). I am borderline obsessed with everything he does/does not do and how it relates to him having (or not having) autism, and have to seek reassurance (via google and/or my mom) to see if my fears are unfounded. I see a therapist, who knows my fears, and she has given me some good strategies, but when I'm at the height of my anxiety, NOTHING helps me. I was started on Zoloft last week, 50mg/day and see my therapist weekly. There are no support groups around here either. Does this sound like OCD to you guys, and if so, what are some coping strategies that help you moment to moment. I'm desperate for some relief--he's 3 months old and I feel like I'm losing his babyhood because of these crazy worries.