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Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« on: August 20, 2014, 08:15:09 PM »
I have two salivary glands in my neck that I assumed were enlarged and were lymph nodes...4 doctors felt them and said they're fine and 4 CBCs said I'm okay. Looked down my throat and stuff too.
Yesterday the doctor who examined me once again said they're salivary glands and then remarked something about a type of lymph node and how they'll get bigger and more sore if I keep touching them..which has happened. They got smaller for a while when I stopped then they got bigger again.She assured me I'm finee.
Now sometimes I feel a soreness in my neck and sometimes even a pain, especially on the right side. Especially after I had been touching them.
I've also had a bad taste in my mouth and more drainage but I assumed it was acid reflux because it flared up recently. I've also felt like I can feel my tonsils or something at the back of my throat more than usual? And sometimes get a pain there when swallowing. These pains got better after I stopped thinking about it for a few days now its back...

Now i'm confused what is what? If anyone has any info, please let me know..I'm freaking out.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #1 on: August 20, 2014, 08:18:54 PM »
I have two salivary glands in my neck that I assumed were enlarged and were lymph nodes...4 doctors felt them and said they're fine and 4 CBCs said I'm okay. Looked down my throat and stuff too.
Yesterday the doctor who examined me once again said they're salivary glands and then remarked something about a type of lymph node and how they'll get bigger and more sore if I keep touching them..which has happened. They got smaller for a while when I stopped then they got bigger again.She assured me I'm finee.
Now sometimes I feel a soreness in my neck and sometimes even a pain, especially on the right side. Especially after I had been touching them.
I've also had a bad taste in my mouth and more drainage but I assumed it was acid reflux because it flared up recently. I've also felt like I can feel my tonsils or something at the back of my throat more than usual? And sometimes get a pain there when swallowing. These pains got better after I stopped thinking about it for a few days now its back...

Now i'm confused what is what? If anyone has any info, please let me know..I'm freaking out.

You need to calm down and relax!

4 Doctors, 4! Thats probably over 120 years of medical expertise that has told you, you are fine. Thats alot of years! Pains at the back of your throat could be anything 99.9% of them being absolute harmless. Pains that come and go are not something that you necessarily need to worry about. It means they are being aggravated by something, for example shouting. I am not saying in this case its shouting but you know what I mean. Quite simply, if 4 doctors have said the same thing, the 4 doctors are right.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #2 on: August 20, 2014, 08:21:03 PM »
But I have had a foul taste in my mouth! And I've heard that is a bad sign! I assumed it was acid reflux and I've had less of it lately honestly but idk!
What is a salivary gland vs lymph node though? Do they both get bigger from poking them?
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #3 on: August 20, 2014, 08:24:19 PM »
I had askeda bout lymphoma! What if they didn't know?
I also have a swollen lymph node behind my ear but I believe it only went up when I pushed on it and it was sore etc and it is going down for sure now but omg!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes when I swallow I feel like theres a crunch or like a bump or something.
Idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #4 on: August 20, 2014, 08:34:11 PM »
But I have had a foul taste in my mouth! And I've heard that is a bad sign! I assumed it was acid reflux and I've had less of it lately honestly but idk!
What is a salivary gland vs lymph node though? Do they both get bigger from poking them?
Foul taste in your mouth could be a number of things. It could be a sign of tooth decay. It could be acid reflux. It could be something you ate. It could be a whole load of things! Is the taste there all the time?  I dont know what it is but I do know, if you poke anything enough you will injury it and it will get bigger as its part of healing process.

I had askeda bout lymphoma! What if they didn't know?
I also have a swollen lymph node behind my ear but I believe it only went up when I pushed on it and it was sore etc and it is going down for sure now but omg!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes when I swallow I feel like theres a crunch or like a bump or something.
Idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!

They know, they are Doctors, they know more about it than you do. They have seen it. You are literally extracting pieces of information you think is relevant and adding it to your fears and using it as a method of confirming your fears. Fact is, you arent looking at the whole picture, your 4 doctors are, they know. You are just guessing blindly in the dark with a blindfold on and a match to try light the way.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #5 on: August 20, 2014, 08:37:48 PM »
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THIS CRAP. IM SO SCARED...I DO HAVE MORE DRAINAGE THAN USUAL BUT I ASSUME THAT CAN BE ACID REFLUX TOO.
My nodes or glands or whatever they are (raaawr is there a difference between the two?) they get sore when I touch them..otherwise they don't really bother me much. Regardless, they're soft and movable.
I really agree you're right I'm just cherry picking symptoms BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW SOMETIMES THEY WONT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY BECAUSE I AM YOUNG. I AM SURE I HAVE CANCER.
SOMETIMES I FEEL A CLICKING IN MY THROAT WHEN I SWALLOW..BUT ONLY WHEN I SWALLOW A LOT AND PAY ATTENTION TO IT.
I WANT TO GO TO THE ER BUT IM IN CANADA SO IT WILL TAKE 8 HOURS OR SO TO BE SEEN  :'( and i don't want to spend my night in there...
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #6 on: August 20, 2014, 08:42:09 PM »
My nodes or glands or whatever they are (raaawr is there a difference between the two?) they get sore when I touch them..otherwise they don't really bother me much. Regardless, they're soft and movable.
I have no idea about the difference. What I do know is, if you poke and prod at any soft tissue repeatedly its going to get sore.
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I really agree you're right I'm just cherry picking symptoms BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW SOMETIMES THEY WONT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY BECAUSE I AM YOUNG. I AM SURE I HAVE CANCER.
But you cant be sure you have cancer if you agree with me. You're also not sure you have cancer because its just your anxiety telling you that you have cancer. You need to understand its anxiety talking and nothing else.
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SOMETIMES I FEEL A CLICKING IN MY THROAT WHEN I SWALLOW..BUT ONLY WHEN I SWALLOW A LOT AND PAY ATTENTION TO IT.
I WANT TO GO TO THE ER BUT IM IN CANADA SO IT WILL TAKE 8 HOURS OR SO TO BE SEEN  :'( and i don't want to spend my night in there...
If it only happens when you pay attention to it its 100% cause by anxiety. It doesnt make sense for it to only happen when you think about it and it be something serious. If it was serious it would be happening all the time and you wouldnt be able to not think about it.

Go outside and go for a walk or something. Sitting inside on a computer is doing you no good, you are only feeding your anxiety and making yourself worse. Get off the computer for a while and go out and do something fun.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #7 on: August 20, 2014, 08:47:23 PM »
BIT I SWEAR ONE SEEMS SLIGHTLY BIGGER BUT IDK. I ALWAYS ASSUMED THEY WERE NODES AND THATS WHY IT FELT BIGGER BUT IDK. IM NOT EVEN SURE....DAMN IT.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #8 on: August 20, 2014, 09:23:54 PM »
I don't even know if its my gland now!! BUt I for sure feel a ball!! i think i used to feel it in my left but idk...
it feels like a tiny little ball and its really sore....could that be a node? it moves a bunch
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #9 on: August 20, 2014, 09:26:04 PM »
Stop. Touching. Your. Face  :angry:

Seriously stop it. You are only making yourself more anxious. You have now had 4 Doctors and 1 person who has experienced the very thing you are afraid of tell you what you have is nothing like what you are worried about. You need to accept this information and stop poking and prodding.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #10 on: August 20, 2014, 09:28:21 PM »
Can the ball thing be a lymph node? Its sore and is pea size which is how they're supposed to be I guess.

You are right...You totally are..just idk what is wrong with me. Mentally and physically
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #11 on: August 20, 2014, 09:29:48 PM »
Can the ball thing be a lymph node? Its sore and is pea size which is how they're supposed to be I guess.

You are right...You totally are..just idk what is wrong with me. Mentally and physically

Physically nothing. Mentally, you have hypochondria to the point that its making you manic and you are letting it control you. Therapy would definitely be worth looking into.
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #12 on: August 20, 2014, 09:36:35 PM »
For once I googled it and people had that movable lump thing and it was a lymph node. It has all the characteristics of it so I'm going to stick with that.
I also heard cancer wouldn't be movable and it would be more rock hard. Plus would be visible more than just when I move my head a certain way..My acid reflux was getting better these past few days too.
You're totally right Raaawr, I really want to go to therapy but its around 300 an hour and if I get a referral (which I have tried), she said I am now on a waiting list and it can take more than year to be seen.
damn it..
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #13 on: August 21, 2014, 03:12:55 AM »
Marie. Stop.

Are we even getting through to you anymore? You don't seem to be able to hear us.

I've noticed that every day lately you have panicked over an issue. then at the end of every day when you've calmed down some you realise that you're ok. You say that you know this constant prodding and self checking isn't helping and that you think you're ok now.

But then every day you allow the anxiety to creep in to the point where you forget everything you learned the day before and let the panic creep in and take over agin.

Maybe meditation would help you until you get the chance to see a therapist?

What do you do for fun? Do you have any hobbies?
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Re: Ok freaking out now.. salivary gland vs lymph node?
« Reply #14 on: August 21, 2014, 03:13:53 PM »
Lately, I"m not in a constant state of anxiety (by that I mean the last 2-3 days). But I have pockets of time, maybe an hour or two at a time, where I have these irrational thoughts, worries and jump to a million conclusions, which you can see in this thread.
i have stopped self checking, I hope I can stop.
I'm going to try meditation but I am still upset I can't see a therapist for over a year...ugh. Ridiculous.

Right now, nope. I just sit at home all day bracing myself for anxiety or actually having an anxiety attack :/
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