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Slipping to the Darkside Argh!!!
« on: August 20, 2014, 04:59:17 PM »
So after all my optimism and confidence and even new illnesses I have fixated upon I have returned to old faithful. I got up to go to the bathroom and all of a sudden felt my breathing feel weird, like I was experiencing shortness of breath.

Sure enough upon reaching the bathroom I began with thoughts of;
"What is this weird feeling, anxiety cant be doing this, oh ***** its my heart!"

So I immediately reminded myself it was anxiety, that I have experienced this exact thing 4 weeks ago and I have been to Doctors who have all informed me I have been fine.
"But what if they missed something?"

Indeed what if they missed something. But what is there really to miss? Four weeks ago you were sprinting up and down a football pitch. You walk in and out of town every single day. No you're not at marathon level fitness but you're not obese, you don't smoke, infact you've never smoked and you know smoking is one of the major heart disease causers.
"But what if it is something else... something more sinister and evil and lurking there."

Damnit anxiety! You're right! What if it is something more sinister and evil! But wait... then why does it only happen sometimes and never when I am distracted. Sorry Mr. Anxiety but I think you lose this battle. I will not slip this time.
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Since July 23rd 2014 I have had;
Brain Tumor, 5x Heart Attacks, 2x Blood clots in leg, 1 blood clot in Arm, 2x Appendicitis, Pulmonary Embolism, Brain Tumor, Internal Bleeding, Ebola.

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Re: Slipping to the Darkside Argh!!!
« Reply #1 on: August 20, 2014, 05:12:19 PM »
Well done you for not letting that little voice in the back of your mind win!!
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Re: Slipping to the Darkside Argh!!!
« Reply #2 on: August 20, 2014, 06:26:26 PM »
Well done you for not letting that little voice in the back of your mind win!!

Oh hes not winning but he is still having an impact on me and I cant relax. Just had a weird sensation in my head and my ears started ring.
"Oh no its a stroke!"

Still I will have to persevere. Its been a month now and I am still not dead nor have I gotten any worse.
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Brain Tumor, 5x Heart Attacks, 2x Blood clots in leg, 1 blood clot in Arm, 2x Appendicitis, Pulmonary Embolism, Brain Tumor, Internal Bleeding, Ebola.

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Re: Slipping to the Darkside Argh!!!
« Reply #3 on: August 20, 2014, 08:26:14 PM »
Boy, do I hear ya.  I'm working on a 26-month long heart attack myself.  It gets old after a while.   :yes:
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Re: Slipping to the Darkside Argh!!!
« Reply #4 on: August 20, 2014, 08:28:23 PM »
Boy, do I hear ya.  I'm working on a 26-month long heart attack myself.  It gets old after a while.   :yes:

Haha thats a long one. Keep up the struggle! Id say you are on a world record at this point!
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Since July 23rd 2014 I have had;
Brain Tumor, 5x Heart Attacks, 2x Blood clots in leg, 1 blood clot in Arm, 2x Appendicitis, Pulmonary Embolism, Brain Tumor, Internal Bleeding, Ebola.

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