Soo i think i have been trying to fight this for about 3 years. it started with school in 8th grade i missed ~48 days, the first of school i missed was fine then i got caught up in all the lies then i started to miss more. Then came 9th grade and i made it 1 week and i couldn't do it. when i tried to get up in the mornings and about to leave my house i would start having a hard time breathing and i would shut down, and that has happened for about 3 years now. i am 16/m as of now and about to go into 11th grade and dont know what to do, because i cant make it to school i just shut down and i have tried online but that was a joke. so i have yet to pass a year of highschool. i feel like i need someone to be there for me i just dont know how to find it because its hard for me to meet people because i dont go to school. i have a therapist but hes not my age, and i think a person my age would help. With all this happening i didnt leave my house for a year gained a lot of weight and got depressed and lonely.
Sooooo i dont know where to go from here.
Thanks, Tony :)