I've posted before about how I've been getting bruises that are different from the ones I usually get - they're spotted/blotchy bright magenta and purple and take forever to heal, spreading outward for ages until they start to fade. I've gotten a couple more since and have noticed that each bruise has a really painful lump under it. I also get really bad bruises from what seems like really minor trauma.
I'm really worried about leukemia or some other blood cancer. I don't know what to do, I don't know if I should ask my doctor, ignore it, or what. I really want to google, and my brain is telling me "well, if it's not something bad, you'll feel better! And if you know it's a sign of something bad, you'll see a doctor and get it caught right away!"
But I don't know if that's sense or just HA. I've lost the ability to tell the two apart.