I'm 18. I've been having headaches for a while now. Shooting pain headaches, headaches in the back of my head, sometimes in certain spots. I also get tiny muscle twitches in random parts of my body. Tiny ones. It's not like my whole leg or arm shakes. I also get them in my lower eye lids. I randomly got bad eyesight where I couldn't see far away and had to get glasses.
I have eyes full of cob web floaters. They never go away. I also can never stay asleep. I wake up at least a few times every night. Usually only sleeping at like 2 hours at a time. Sometimes I wake up with a small headache. I think even my memory is getting bad.
I'm stressed. I cry nearly every single day. Sometimes I wish I was never born. I can't get excited for college because I'm so worried about having this brain tumor. I'm so worried. I have a neurologist appointment next week. Also I get this cloud over my eyes where I have to blink a few times to get it away.
When I'm on a rollercoaster, I get unusually painful headaches and everyone else is fine. Sometimes when I bend down, I feel a little pain in my head.
No one understands my pain. No one cares for me and I feel no love and understanding from no one.