Sitting in the neuro's office, waiting to see her, hoping this won't be the day that changes everything. Thank you, Leah, for your kind words. I will be posting as soon as I get to the office with results of the visit. I am staying pretty calm right now. Don't know how, guess there really isn't any other option than a panic attack, and by the grace of G-d, I don't get many of those. Just praying the neuro won't even order further testing and will just send me on my way with a clean bill of health. Fortunately, (?) my deductible is met because I have been so sick this year, so if she does order an MRI, it should mostly be paid for. Ugh, and to make everything worse (sorry gentleman), I am having my period, so I am really emotional and hurt all over. Hoping this day will get better with a job offer or some other kind of good surprise. Of course good news from the neurologist would fall in that category, but I need something additional good to happen. I know it sounds selfish, but the non-profit I work for is hanging on by a thread, my boss mistreats me, I need out of there and I am hoping the good word about a really promising job lead will come today along with good news from the neuro.