I have been doing great for a while, but now, my HA is back with a vengeance. Last year I had a few UTI's with a bacteria called proteus and it scared me. Urologist seemed ok with it, but I just kept reading about it over and over. Well, it went away.
But as of 2 days ago, I have another UTI with proteus and I'm freaking myself out. I woke up this morning with panic. I'm scared it will go to my kidney, then cause sepsis, and I'm almost to the point of making myself cry.
WTH? Why do I do this? I want to enjoy the day with my kid and my husband but I'm paralyzed with panic.