I did! I totally admit it. I was so scared that I paid good money at three different websites to consult with neurologists online. Two were really helpful. One was located in India and barely spoke English, so that was pretty much a waste of money. One doctor, in particular, however was really good at allaying my fears and I was able to look him up online, see the address of his practice, etc. Still, I can't believe I let my HA get this out of control. Please tell me I am not the only one who has ever gotten this desperate!!