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Offline Smalm

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Goodbye
« on: July 01, 2014, 07:10:23 AM »
This is actually the end for me because of rabies, and how do I know? I have two raised bumps on my arm that started to tingle and my hand feels like it's having heat flashes, and I got diagnosed with something viral and that something viral is rabies I think I've figured out for as I type with no anxiety and the knowing that my death is near my arm and those two raised bumps are tingling. I checked with a symptom checker and it says rabies so bye to food, water, life in general, and pain free living. If someone has a better explanation as to why I have tingling up at my elbow and two raised bumps then be my guest but it's rabies... As to how a bat did that they are assholes and I'm a heavy sleeper so I was warned well ahead of time.
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #1 on: July 01, 2014, 08:18:11 AM »
Do you have a fever?  Headache?
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #2 on: July 01, 2014, 08:31:32 AM »
Sunlover no I don't but it's generally a few days to a week of tingling at the site and then the full blown symptoms like headache, fear of water, etc. as for now I can drink water just fine :). But as far as I know this could be carpel tunnel, my aunt is getting me to the doctor's as soon as possible so that I can calm down if it isn't but if it is then I'm not surprised.
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #3 on: July 01, 2014, 09:00:31 AM »
smalm

I know you don't want to hear this but I am going to say it anyway:
 
when a person who is so sucked into irrational thinking like you are, there is NO PIECE of information or logic or reassurance that will make any difference.  In your mind you are dying.  there is nothing we can tell you to convince you otherwise.
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MOST anxiety occurs on a subconscious level.  JUST because you don't feel consciously anxious or had a day or two of calm doesn't mean your mind & body are relaxed.  It can take months of reduced anxiety before a body goes back to a more non-reactive state

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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #4 on: July 01, 2014, 09:02:35 AM »
I'm going to the doctors hopefully later today and sixpack, I actually do like others opinions because it actually does help to a certain degree.
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #5 on: July 01, 2014, 06:02:10 PM »
How did you make out at the doctors?
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #6 on: July 01, 2014, 06:13:15 PM »
She talked about what anxiety does to you chemically and hormonally and for the rabies thing she said that it's just my anxiety and is about the rarest thing to have in America.  I told her my situation and she said that rabies isn't a possibility, but that if I still felt off in two weeks when I go in to see how my medication she gave me goes then she can start to run tests. I'm going to be on a medication starting tomorrow which is called "Venlafaxine HCI" I'm going to take 25mg daily. As for me I'm hopeful that this is a pinched nerve like my other hand and that it isn't my rabies fear of dying of rabies... I know that what she said will help.
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #7 on: July 01, 2014, 06:53:41 PM »
I'm glad you saw your doctor and what she said helped ease your mind.

 :yes: And you'll start meds which will help you, too. Try and relax, now, knowing that all is well.
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #8 on: July 01, 2014, 07:14:46 PM »
Another good thing is that the state department of health said that I wasn't at risk for it since I was well covered and also saw no bats around. As for the symptoms the doctor said it's most likely a pinched nerve that got pinchad at the elbow and she suggested that I sleepwith my hands not under the pillow.
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Re: Goodbye
« Reply #9 on: July 01, 2014, 07:37:50 PM »
That's good. Feel better now. Nothing to worry about!
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