I am at an all new low right now. I have never been as unhappy now than I have been in my whole life. I have frequently posted about my recurrent abdominal pain that's been plaguing me for almost 2 years on and off. Now, the pain is just constant and never lets up no matter what I do. I have literally been crying for the past 2 days because I am honestly so miserable, that I don't see any point anymore.
I have been to doctor after doctor and every single one of them says I am fine...even after having blood work, x-rays, physical examinations, etc. I am contemplating making another appointment with my doctor sometime this week and demanding at least an ultrasound. But, the reason I don't want to is 1. I don't want to be told I'm fine and be sent on my way and 2. I don't want to be diagnosed with something really serious.
This pain goes from in my navel, up to my epigastric region, and then literally around the same area on my back - almost where my kidneys are. My parents saw me crying and they knew something was wrong because I honestly never cry. But, this is making me cry a lot and I seriously couldn't care less anymore. All I can say is, I appreciate the support this forum has given me since I became a member and thank you very much.