I hope this site is a big help to you. I know how hard it is to see a Doctor as I have developed a fear of them myself. I have set an appointment to see my first Psychologist though and I'm looking forward to being able to address my phobias and be able to see a Doctor again in the near future. I have horrible anxiety, and phobias. Be sure to read the message boards, and once you can get into the chat room there are so many caring and kind people there that you can talk to.