Just thinking about years back when I was " normal " and anxiety free !
I went to the doctor as I wasn't feeling well and there was a student in with her .
She felt my glands and went " woooahhh feel these " to the student , bloods were taken and I had a physical examination .
I came out of that room as cool as a cucumber , I didn't bat an eyelid and didn't even bother phoning up for my results !! I put all my trust in the gp as she was right , I recovered within a week !
I miss that girl , I really don't think I will ever be her again.
Two and a half years I'm still obsessed with lymphoma and crying almost everyday , it's my Bday on thu and I don't even feel like celebrating
Sorry guys just having a bad night !