This will be long, but please read
I am beyond angry right now with my whole family and my mother. I will just kind of say why I am though - otherwise it won't make much sense. I am currently in my second semester of college (I decided to take summer classes to get ahead), and in the fall I was hoping to get a student loan to at least help pay off some of the tuition. The cost of it is $1900 total without the cost of books. Unfortunately I need a cosigner to get the loan so I asked my dad if he would cosign for me and he flat out said "no way, I'm never cosigning for anyone ever again!" The reason is because he cosigned for my brother to get an auto loan. Even though my brother never missed a payment.
So I asked if my mother could cosign for me, she said no too because she cosigned for one of my sisters to open an account at a bank. My sister needed a cosigner to get the account and my mom agreed to do so, but my sister became default on payments because she let her account overdraft and that screwed my mom over. Therefore, my mom won't cosign for me to get the loan either. So I just asked if they could help me here or there (not like the whole amount, just a little bit every now and then). They flat out said no to that also. However, they gave my other older sister $8000 to recover from an addiction (the money covered the stay at the clinic or rehab center, the therapy, etc.)
Okay, now they either cosigned for my siblings or willingly gave them money, but they won't do it for me. I once again am the one who get's screwed over. I honestly cannot take this anymore! My siblings taunted me all the time when I was younger - calling me f*****, gay, flamer - you name it. I'm not gay, but they felt that calling me those names would stop me in my tracks somehow. And it didn't at first, because I would just ignore them, but after 11 years, it starts to get to you. So on top of the ridicule, this is now happening. But, to my main point, my mom stormed upstairs while I was sitting in my room because I seriously don't want to be downstairs with any of them. However, her exact words were "I think you need to go to the doctor, because sitting upstairs in a room staring at the same walls is a sign of depression." I didn't say anything and she just left.
I am NOT depressed at all...I'm just really pissed off! And I don't want to be around people that don't treat me with the least bit of respect. What am I suppose to do? Please help me.