I actually work full time and seem normal to everyone. I occasionally have a break down but I'm usually ok. I just feel like my hands are weird looking and wanted Shawn to look at them, since he's a physician (if I'm not mistaken). After he looks at the pictures and gives me his opinion I won't post anything else. Unless, of course, I truly have clinical weakness. I'm sorry to sounds rude or anything. My anxiety peaks in the morning when I'm typically on here. I work late so that's why it's 11am to 3-4pm. I'm just tired of the twitching. It hasn't left in five and a half months, WHY?! I refuse to waste more money on testing. I'm also ok an anti depressant (celexa). I feel a lot better than when I started my HA in January. While you think I'm going to switch fears I'm really not. Halfway thru this I had a logical colon cancer scare and immediately after that I came right back.
I hope you prove me wrong regarding not moving to a new disease fear.
Besides swallowing a pill, what else are you doing? I know you may think I am being snotty, but what you are doing to yourself is serious. All of this reassurance seeking, self-testing, monitoring your body IS
what is causing your symptoms. I know, I know you honestly don't believe that. which, of course, is part of the issue of anxiety. Anxiety is a liar and we lap it up like a cat drinking a bowl of milk.
I truly hope you find your healing path. good luck a and be well.