Hi Alisha... Welcome to Anxiety Zone, and a cyber hug for you! My name is Chuck, and I am one of the Global Moderators here on the site.
You are now a member of our community, where you will find support and advice from other members in similar situations. It's always nice to find someone else who understands, and to know you're not alone.
We have sections in the forum that address specific concerns, so feel free to post or start a new topic in the section that best fits your situation. Feel free to explore the rest of the forum. You may find the other topics helpful, and you may be able to offer advice or support to someone else.
We also have a chat room for members over the age of 18. Once you have made three meaningful posts, you will be allowed access to the chat room.
Alisha, you are not alone. The Anxiety Zone site has thousands and thousands of members, all of them dealing with some form of anxiety disorder, and that includes me. I have panic disorder with panic attacks. Just 7-8 months ago, I didn't think I was going to make it, but my psychiatrist started me on a new anti-depressant, and I started therapy, learning cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT). Today I have much of my life back. If I can turn my life around, I know in my heart that you can too.
By the way, I also wanted to share with you that I am an RN, and have been a nurse for 37 years.
Again, welcome to Anxiety Zone, Alisha. The very best to you!... Chuck