Thanks for your replies. I just have nobody else to talk to about this that understands how I feel. Part of me knows its anxiety,but part of me thinks its something rly serious. I am actually going to start going to therapy to get a grip on this. My regular Dr is a very smart guy but he doesnt specialize in this kind of thing. I need to get my life back on track. This happened to me a few years ago,so deep down I know its anxiety/depression. Its just very scary feeling this way again. I really do appreciate everyones support.
Hang in there, It's not an easy journey, I really like what "2Sungo" posted about " Klonopin" as helping ease the anxiety and tension. I know I do much better when I had a benzodiazepine in first four weeks of starting a new Antidepressant.
Are you being seen by a regular Doctor or are you seeing a PSYCHIATRIST ? - Once I got over my phobia of seeing a Psychiatrist, It made taking these medications so much easier, most will prescribe an Antidepressant along with Benzodiazepine (like Klonopin, etc) to help you get started and ease the anxiety.
Just a thought
- I found most of my general family doctors did not offer the extra help, (very reluctant to prescribe even a small amount of Benzodiazepines , and the extra attention I needed, in reducing or increasing my medications.
Keep moving forward and don't allow yourself to get discouraged, we are all cheering for you!