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Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« on: June 13, 2014, 01:43:10 PM »
So i have my neuromuscular specialist appt on monday that i have been waiting 2 months for. Ever since monday I have been getting more and more anxious examining my body for new things to tell him. I dont want to miss anything!I have been doing really good, but some new things are starting to scare me.

I can only hope for the best! 3 more days to go.
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #1 on: June 13, 2014, 02:09:41 PM »
You're braver than me!  What symptoms do you have that are sending you to a neuro?  My prayers and thoughts are with you... I bet you'll be on here Monday  posting that you're fine!
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #2 on: June 13, 2014, 05:05:05 PM »
Hi! I do not know what your symptoms are, but I can assure you that your worry of something being missed is very low! Stop body checking as this will only worsen you into panic! :-) explain the symptoms calmly to your doctor, and remember that they went through years and years of medical school, and have specialized in the areas needed to take care of your problem! Do not be afraid! You will do fine!
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #3 on: June 13, 2014, 09:00:05 PM »
thanks artsy! I know they wont miss a thing, i just dont want to miss the chance telling them every little thing im worried about to get it off my mind haha. i actually wrote it all down in a notebook to bring.

I have seen my regular neuro who treated me for migraines he suggested i see the specialist after doing tests with him including 2 emgs that were clean. but my symptoms still persist.

Nytviolet,

My symptoms in short description are atrophy (what i think is atrophy, huge chunk out my ass and calf muscle) weakness in my left arm now after having weakness in my right, my swallowing seems off and yea just the usual everything. but what is worrying me more now is that my hands shake a little when i hold them out  which is normal but its more in my left hand and my left arm is having the weakness and it feels stiff and idk sluggish which makes me worry about parkinsons haha. im only 26 but hey thats what anxiety does to us.
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #4 on: June 14, 2014, 12:50:45 AM »
Jill, is the weakness clinical-weakness or perceived. Are you so weak as to be unable to do things you previously did.

I'd need you to tell me in more detail what's going on. Why did he perform the EMG? Did he detect weakness?
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #5 on: June 14, 2014, 01:08:03 AM »
I went through your history and found the following compendium of symptoms:

-awkward grip feeling in my right hand -- Means nothing.
- then noticed right hand/arm was skinnier than left and my right is dominant arm -- Normal.
- then noticed that the right side of my body from my face to my foot was actually skinnier -- Normal.
- terrified over muscle atrophy. -- Cannot determine without pictures.
- my throat goes numb from time to time and i cant feel myself swallow -- Normal (happens to me).
- i feel like my speech is slurred at times and that my tongue just feels funny when i talk -- Normal (happens to me).
-i twitch all over my body and get crampy at time and definitely tensed up! -- Maybe not normal, but regardless is very likely benign.

I will make a number of assumptions here. Correct me if I am wrong.

Your neurologist found nothing remarkable during your clinical and your reflexes were normal.

Everything you have listed here is perceived. With 2 clean EMGs, being 25, and nothing notable returned during the clinical examination I would pose a very great likelihood that this is anxiety. Unless you have not disclosed some important detail or your neurologist insisted on the referral, I am not convinced of a pathological cause. If you noticed atrophy in May, it would be very odd if you have not exhibited REAL clinical weakness by now. Which I suspect you have not or your neurologist would have found abnormal reflexes (unless, I believe it's called PMA) and most certainly would've brought up a possible/probable *** diagnoses.

Did your neurologist say anything about the 'atrophy'?
'Chunks' and 'dents' are not atrophy. The entire muscle loses mass, not specific areas of the muscle.
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #6 on: June 14, 2014, 03:01:13 AM »
Hey nom

I do have hyperreflexia 3+ no clonus but he did say that could be normal. Everything you answered is what i was feeling before which i do believe was anxiety. I started working out to make my dominant hand stronger because at the time my left hand was. But now my left arm has shrunk a little and i find myself struggling to curl a gallon o water that i had been exercising with that i could easily do before. Which is odd. And that feeling in my throat of not being able to feel myself swallow has been constant. And when i look at my tongue i see the wormy looking fasics but only when stickin it out and when i first open my mouth to look at rest but then it calms down. My neurologist did say "im not saying its not atrophy, im saying idk because your emg is normal" he sent me to specialist because he said 4 eyes is better than 1 and to ease my anxiety haha
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #7 on: June 14, 2014, 03:58:09 AM »
I would think I would need to actually see video of your tongue.

It sounds odd, but truthfully, it's hard to trust your opinion of what it looks like since you're in a state of anxiety.

The reflexes sound a bit strange, too, with the addition of the twitching you're describing.

Looking at your tongue stuck-out is a generally bad indicator because everyone's tongue twitches while protruded.

What was your neuro's impression of the 'twitching' and strength?

Nothing here is definitive, I can tell you that. Has your neuro mentioned MND? I'm more interested in what he had to say.


I think it's a good idea for you to the neuromuscular specialist. Make sure to bring up every little thing to them as well. For diagnostics and your anxiety.

Anxiety may also cause overactive reflexes. It's the supposed 'twitches' you're describing that make the whole thing somewhat interesting.

Can you swallow liquid without aspirating? Tent your cheeks? Any ACTUAL slurring noticed by others? I don't imagine peripheral excitation (benign) to be limited to limbs, so it's possible your tongue is affected as well.
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #8 on: June 14, 2014, 04:05:25 AM »
I want ShawnW in here for this one.

While I can give you a myriad of possible *** onsets, he's much better equipped to explain anxiety components.



It doesn't SOUND like ***. You have a number of things on your side. Foremost, your age. Next, no actual weakness (when you say 'harder to curl', do you mean fatiguing faster? Your atrophy is questionable. If it were caused by *** it would have shown up on an EMG. The only thing this could appear to be is PLS (which you don't want either, but it's better than ***; kinda) or a muscle disease -- both of which are also hugely unlikely, again, thanks to your age and lack of clonus (did you have a positive babinski?). If I had verbatim reports of what's happened at these visits it would be much more helpful (no offence, but you cannot trust anxious people to be accurate). If this has affected a large amount of muscle (which you think it has) it would VERY DEFINITELY show up on an EMG. Were the EMGs completely clean or abnormal in any way? What about nerve-conduction?

You've got me.
Have you had an MRI?

How anxious would you assess yourself to be truthfully? Are you tense?

Have your reflexes changed over the course of the time that he has seen you? Can you pull record of what your reflexes were documented as before?

Don't rule out anxiety-entirely just yet. Because it could be. My friend has a silent babinski in only one foot, twitches, randomly loses mobility in her hands, and has diminished knee reflex and she's fine. She's just an odd-one neurologically and maybe you are too (I'll add that I suspect she has MS, but she won't get an MRI; I'm not saying she does, she honestly could just be weird -- there is reason to think that she does not as her symptoms always resolve in minutes, but recurr).

Would it be possible to take a photo of your 'atrophy' without revealing, well, you know.

Have you done a Barium Swallow? And what exactly do you mean by, 'cannot feel'. Like numbness or like your throat isn't contracting? I've heard from one anxious fellow feeling as if it was 'too easy to swallow'.
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #9 on: June 14, 2014, 04:25:39 AM »
I'm also going to add:

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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #10 on: June 14, 2014, 06:10:41 AM »
To be honest im really not that anxious. Before my neuro i was crying thinking i knew i would die but ecer since my emg which was conpletely clean. Done on right leg left leg right arm and tongue. Not left arm because it was fine then. Anyway since then i have been ignoring how i felt really which isnt even too bad. My neurologist thought nothing at all was wrong with me. Yes i have had all those tests and normal. And yes when i drink liquids its like it goes down fast and easy but i never choke. Idk if possibly to show my butt atrophy haha but im not saying its muscle it could be a fat thing, but im very skinny. Which is odd because im loojing a little too skinny and i eat like a champ lol.

Im honestly not like omg anxiety. Im more of the ok i feel this most likely normal but what if and then i move on, but the dr appt just made me anxious because i think what if. I would just like emg of my butt back ans left arm just so i know im good.

Everything affected my right arm at first and now its completelt normal. I worked my way from doing 2 pushups barely to 20 easy. If i had an mnd dont think i could do that. Im 4 months into the original issues with throat popping up 2 months ago and left arm a month but my arm could have an explanation. I usually carry everything with my left including kids, but when i thought my r arm was weak i switched and held rmeverything with right neglecting left so that could be cause for weakness and it gets fatigued faster but that gallon of water is hard to curl when my right easilt does it

Sorry so long
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #11 on: June 14, 2014, 06:15:32 AM »
Also my reflexes when i saw him 2-3 yrs ago for migraines were a normal 2, but at the time wheb seeing him i was in almost constant state of tense anxiety which could explain hyper reflexes and no babinski or jerk jaw or the finger one reflex haha and nerve conduction normal
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #12 on: June 14, 2014, 04:10:41 PM »
Are you taking accutane by any chance? that gave atrophy in my butt (almost lower back area) many years ago when I was in  a high dose. The muscle returned when I discontinued the medicine.
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #13 on: June 14, 2014, 09:22:28 PM »
Nope nothing but i do have 3 lumbar disc herniations with spinal stenosis and hypertrophy which could possibly cause glutral and leg atrophy
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Re: Anxiety going up as dr appt approaches
« Reply #14 on: June 16, 2014, 12:40:18 PM »
How did your dr appt go?
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