Nala, I've experienced that. I can be going thru a challenging day and then there could come a point in the afternoon
where I feel completely good and myself. Maybe that's the good meds working, or the brain chemistry doing the right thing.
I know that normalcy is what I want all the time. Feeling comfortable in my own skin. Feeling like I belong.
I noticed this morning I was having a soda before going into work. And instead of worrying about the day ahead,
I thought about the things I am grateful for in my life: That I am a good writer who can move people. That I am starting
to date someone nice. That I have some friends who care about me and want me to get better. That I was raised by
a love mother, etc. That I have my health.
Just thinking about those things made me feel better going into work. I'm going to try that more often. Affirmations.