I have an extreme fear of time. It's hard to describe, but I always have this thought in my head that everything we do becomes a memory or is put in the past. Like when I go to work or some event, fun or not, I always think "Eventually this is gonna end" and then when it has ended I think "That event is in the past" and I remember thinking about how it was going to end and now it really has. Its a strange fear because obviously everything comes to an end. But it scares me. I feel like I wont be able to enjoy anything because eventually it will just be over. I think about growing old and life ending, which is ok, but one day I will be sitting somewhere, old and dying and having nothing left to give. And the thought terrifies me. Almost like I will go into a coma and wake up 50 years from now without having lived at all, not remembering anything I have done. Obviously I will not go into an actual coma but that is how I feel like it will be. Everything in life comes to an end, even life itself and it scares me because one day I know I will be in that place where it has really ended. I don't like it. LIke I said it's hard to explain. If anyone actually understands what I mean please post any thoughts or advice you have, this fear is eating me up and I'm scared of life.