I feel like I am crazy. I feel like everyone thinks I am crazy.
If you read my other post I woke up a few weeks ago with horrible vertigo. I bounced around to doctors, (ent, neuro and primary) and all said It would fade in time.
Then I started getting internal tremors. These are by far the scariest things I ever had in my life. I cannot reach, change my kids diapers, sit still, without my whole insides shaking like crazy. I also hasve been waking up with my head feeling like its shaking(brain shakes??)
These symptoms last ALL DAY LONG. I try to breathe, take my mind off of it, but as soon as I move, or go to reach for something I tremble. Its weird because before all this started my husband and I were going through a tough time (he lost his job april 28, we are in the middle of a lawsuit with the employer, my step dad is very very ill, almost lost our home etc)
I thought I was handling it well. I was working out 1 hour a day, eating healthy, feeling great. Then this hits.
I now have seen my primary twice with the tremors, and TWO neurologist. No test were preformed for I just had a whole line of bloodwork done april 1st. I also had an MRI and catscan last year.
I am so scared, the doctors all think I am crazy...
why do these feelings last ALL DAY then?? Even when I am not anxious if they are just "anxiety"
My husband is angry and fed up with me.
So this is my only place to talk about my fears, I am scared the shingles I had (just a small spot oin my back) a 2 months ago caused some internal damage, or I am going to have a stroke , or I have some sort of weird neuro disease.
I have had anxiety before for YEARS, but it never made me shake, it use to make my heart race...