Hello Bookwrm... Welcome to Anxiety Zone! My name is Chuck, and I am one of the Global Moderators here on the site.
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Regarding your Lexapro, I have a few suggestions to make to you. First, when starting an selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRI), such as Lexapro, it can really help to keep start-up side effects down if you start off at a sub-therapeutic dose. I recommend that you start off at not more than 5 mg, or you can even start at 2.5 mg if you wish. You can increase the dose every 7-10 days. Also, each anti-depressant has a minimum therapeutic dose, and for Lexapro, that is 10 mg. So you will need to be on at least 10 mg for the medication to work. A maximum dose of Lexapro is now considered to be 20 mg.
With start-up side effects, Book, some individuals have none, some have a few, and some more severe. Start-up side effects are not unusual. They may include upset stomach, diarrhea/constipation, insomnia, sweating, and an actual increase in anxiety, to name a few of the classic ones. These side effects are not going to hurt you, and they usually only last 2-3 weeks before diminishing rapidly. When you increase your dose of Lexapro, the side effects my return for a bit, but this is usually short lived.
Lexapro is an excellent anti-depressant, and I hope that it works well for you. I am on Celexa, which is Lexapro's sister drug, and it has really helped me tremendously.
Just to add, anti-depressants take a long time to work. One will usually see degrees of improvement between 3 and 12 weeks of treatment and beyond, on a therapeutic dose (that being 10 mg for the Lexapro).
Again, welcome to Anxiety Zone, Bookwrm. The very best to you!... Chuck