I guess I'm here because my boyfriend and I needed to try something else to try and get me some kind of help.
For as long as I can remember I've always had some kind of worry related problem. My problems change and get worse and better and vise versa; lately (the past year or so) they have been a lot worse. I really don't know how to classify whatever problems I've got. I think it's a load of things that are all intertwined so I/my boyfriend and I have found it really hard to deal with. For example, I'm terrified of being pregnant, but I'm also terrified of God and how he could WANT something like that for every single woman that ever existed (Even though not every woman who ever existed has had kids they were created to be able to and most had little to no choice. How were you supposed to survive 3000 years ago if you didn't get married and have a family? If you didn't you were a lot more likely to just be a begger or be alone when you died or something like that.) So, even if I can feel safe enough and not have to worry about ever getting pregnant I'm still distraught that God wanted it or made other women do that, etc. There are lots of other things, and I feel like that just scratches the surface. I'll save the long explanation I guess for a post that isn't the introduction.
My boyfriend found this website the last time we scoured the internet looking for some kind of help.
Forgive my spelling if it isn't so great >.< lol I'm glad this has some kind of spell check though.