A few months back I was having issues with both my medication and with my p doc. I felt that 25 mgs of Lexapro, plus .50 mgs of klonopin wasn't really working for me. As much as I tried to explain things to my p doc, I really felt like he wasn't really listening to me. He just wanted me to increase my Lexapro to 40 mgs and felt that would make things right for me. Despite the fact that he knew my feelings about medication, and the things I had read regarding going any higher than 20 mgs of Lexapro. He told me to stop reading things and listening to others and just do what he told me to do.
I sought out another p doc, one which I feel is compassionate and listens to me. He told me that he didn't think I needed to stay on the Lexapro at all. I had had one bought of depression that was related to my sister's death and I have always only had to deal with anxiety. So he said slowly taper off the Lexapro - going down 5 mgs (half a pill) every two weeks until I was completely off of it, but that I should stay on the klonopin - at this point was only taking .25 mgs (half of a .50 mg pill) once in the morning.
Okay, so now I'm down to 5 mgs of Lexapro and only have a couple more nights until I'm through the two weeks. I may even cut that in half and take a quarter of a pill for a couple of weeks....we'll see. So far I've had no side effects and none of the bad crap that a lot of people complain about going off an antidepressant. Except, a couple of days ago I have been feeling a bit more anxious. Probably like a 4 on a scale of 1-10. But I don't want it to get any worse.
I do have a call into my p doc and just waiting for a response from him as to his opinion. But I always like to ask everyone on here their opinions, as well.
So, my questions are do you think I'm doing the right thing? Is anxiety a side effect of tapering off an antidepressant? and what is your feelings about staying on a very low dose of klonopin as a staple?
Your opinions matter to me, so I will thank you all in advance.