My anxiety level is high right now , I can't sleep and can't calm down .
My husband randomly asked me to make an appointment for him with our Dr . He knows
I have HA and tries to make it really casual like its nothing just a regular appointment .
Of course me I push to find out what's wrong . He told me he has stomach pain and has not been able
to have a bowel movement . I started asking him questions like do you babe blood or dark stools how long
have you been having these symptoms . He's told me about a year or 6 months !!!!!!!😁😁😁😁😁
Backround in him : he is a former smoker , loves his beer has a high stress job turning 50 this year and also had divorticulosis, had surgery to remove part the diseased section . He said he has to strain to go and sometimes has diarrhea as well . Had blood once although I think he is just trying to not alarm me Becaise he knows I freak out and will obsess over his symptoms .
I immediately made an appoitment for him which was yesterday . Doc asked him if his symptoms feel similar to the diverticulosis and he said no . Examined him and is now sending him off for a ct scan blood work and also he has to collect his stool for 3 days to bring in .
He has every symptom of colon cancer ! I feel like he is doomed and I will loose him . I can't think rational and just wait for results Becaise I know now this is it . There is no way it's anything else Becaise he already had divorticulosis and it doesn't feel the same . He really waited long the cancer has spread and he will die . This is what is constantly circling on my mind . He was never a good eater so I don't know if his appetite went or if he lost a lot of weight .
I feel sick to my stomach in my mind he has CC . His symptoms are all there plus he waited too long 😔