Checked out your posts. What is going on is probably a little bit of everything and the best person to help is really you yourself. Father is hard working and the two of you want to get along. You do have someone by your side, lucky you. It is not hard to have ASPD if we expect anything from others. We can't control them, but can control ourselves.
We have ourself, we have our mind, our interests and activities, school, work, hobbies. Technology is too much with us and that is why a simple walk (or any exercise) can do us good. We reconnect with ourself, with nature, revive our spirit. Walking never hurts anything. That is where, in fact, I am off to.