My family of 4 (we have 2 little children) have planned a week-long vacation in another state in a rent house on the lake. Because of my HA issues that have come back full force & my obsession with breast cancer, I am so hung up on getting awful news at my OBGYN appt this Friday that will keep us here & we will have to cancel it.
I have in my head that:
I will go to the GYNO
He will do a breast exam
Feel all the lumps I get during ovulation (that have gone down a lot since I got off of my period)
Order a mammogram STAT
I will have to wait for the results, but not too long bc they will call me in for a biopsy
The biopsy shows cancer
Trip cancelled bc I am dying
This has played out in my head for 2 weeks now. I haven't even started getting a thing together to go bc I am SO CONVINCED we won't go bc of cancer.