Hi everyone. Ever since I was younger, I would sometimes sit and concentrate about life and how I was alive. Almost like I was concentrating to the back of my mind, if I was looking at something, I would really concentrate on that thing, and then I would feel like I was just a *thing* looking through eyes. Then all of a sudden, I would feel a really strange feeling like shear panic and unfamiliarity. I wouldn't feel like myself anymore and I felt like I had debugged life's code and I can't go on. Nothing feels real, nothing feels right. Sometimes I would get tunnel-vision. It's strange because I was petrified of realizing that I... Was.. Alive? Then I would distract myself from those awful thoughts, and I would return to normality.
But what if NORMALITY *is* that feeling?
This leads to more anxiety.
Has anyone else felt this way?