Hi, I am Bobert. I am 18 years old and male. I believe that I suffer from multiple anxiety disorders. It all started 3 years ago. One day I was on a family trip, was very tired, and experienced terrible sleep. Next day, I woke up with this huge amount of fear, depression, and anxiety. I lost my sex drive completely. I used to be driven insane with my extremely high libido but it just vanished overnight. I started having obsession about losing my sex drive. I haven't regained it till today sadly. Then my anxiety branched out a little more. I started having social anxiety which I somewhat overcame. Anxiety is crippling my life. It kills my mood. It killed my drive to do anything. I have been trying to overcome the anxieties without therapy because I come from a poor family. I overcame most of my social anxiety, and I am also less obsessive. My anxiety levels have been low the last few months; however, this week, I started seeing a very attractive girl. When I was about to kiss her, I started to worry that it won't be good. My anxiety levels hit a roof top. I could not enjoy the kiss at all. I started having a dry mouth which made things even worse. Since that kiss, my anxiety levels have spiked again to extremely high levels
. I keep getting random anxiety attacks and having a sinking feeling in my chest.