I have no idea what my current concern is, but something is wrong. I can't even sort it out anymore... Which is probably a symptom of something!
My biggest problem is an overwhelming certainty that something is most definitely wrong, with my stomach or my brain or a tumor that has traveled from my stomach to my brain. I feel disconnected, scared, and have seriously begun obsessing over my body, does anyone else do this? Where they spend a good portion of their day examining their hands or legs or even bowel movements?
So here is where I am at:
I feel dizzy
I feel lightheaded
I have terrible headaches
My back hurts
I think I'm developing random unseen blood clots (not sure how I know this)
I have tingling in my fingers
I look forward to going to sleep... And then I can't fall asleep... And I certainly can't stay asleep.
Recently I went to doctor asking for more bloodwork but realize I'd love another abdominal MRI and then another stress test and while we're at it, another brain MRI... And yes, I use the word "another" because I've had them all (more than once) but it's been awhile (6 months - a year) and who knows what could have developed in this time.
And while I sound like I'm kidding... I most definitely am not! I am scared beyond belief. I want to cry because I'm so scared to leave my family. And I leave them anyways, as I'm so disconnected because I'm either googling symptoms, going to cancer and neurology forums, or checking myself out 24/7.
Please... Any help would be greatly appreciated!!