Didn't know I would do this, but sad to say that I feel defeated by my anxiety. It has been going on for some years, completely screwed up my college and high school life, my relationships, my day to day happiness.
Feel trapped as to how I fix this, because I certainly don't want to continue living like this, and I am willing to do whatever it takes, because life is beautiful which I am thankful for, and I don't want to waste it further and enjoy it.
I am not sure if I am certain that I feel hope right now that I will completely get rid of it, or will experience something that will make me forget about my anxiety completely, but I am going to keep fighting it until I die, because I might as well be dead right now.
Damn, not a good introduction, looks like I screwed this up too. Sorry guys, should have been in a better state of mind while writing this. Haha, that pretty much sums up my life.
I am sure I am not alone, and I really hope that people like me and I can come up with some personal solutions that can let us live again, because life is not meant to be lived like this. I am excited for that day to arrive. ***** me