Hi everybody! This is my first time posting here so I hope I'm getting everything right. I've stalked this website for years. I'm a definite hypochondriac, have been since I was 11, I'm now 20. Lately, I've been mainly worried about melanoma but now I'm on to lymphoma. The reason for my concern is that I have a couple of what I think are lymph nodes in between my stomach and groin area like right in between my hip bones, that are very large and I can feel them if I push and dig around really hard. They're painless,very mobile, kind of rubbery, and probably a little smaller than a quarter. They're not visible and can't be felt without really pushing for them. I first noticed them enlarged about two years ago. I also have stomach pain and nausea quite frequently, though I've had that for years. I had a friend's grandfather die suddenly of lymphoma and so I'm pretty panicked. I have no other symptoms, can't afford to see a doctor unless it's a real emergency, and am really trying to stay away from Google. Can anybody help me?