I am so scared I have developed or developing schizophrenia, it all started when I was experiencing frequent deja vu feelings which sent me into panic and severe anxiety as I was reading all sorts of things online convinced I have seizures or epilepsy. Things are gradually going worse for me though, I am suffering severe derealisation feelings and feel completely detached from reality and my family and friends. Things getting worse again my mind has gone I am now experiencing irrational thoughts of is this life real and am I alive I keep getting racing thoughts in my head stating their is another life out their and I am completely miles away from the real world. I am so scared I am hardly sleeping I have these racing irrational thoughts constantly and I feel I adjust existing but not actually thinking of what I am doing. I am worried sick I may have schizophrenia and even worse I will never recover from this, even hard to separate dreams from reality thinking some of my dreams really happened.