I have always had anxiety but, we are onto something new now. For some reason, I got the idea in my head of what if someone poisons my food or drink while I am not looking? Then, today I was washing vegetables and I dropped one in the sink and threw it out but then ate the rest of them and was thinking "what if there is drain cleaner on my hand now?" THEN I spilled some water on a USB cord and was like "what if this electrocutes me". Doc and I have established that my job is the issue. Anxiety is a lot worse there and so, I am looking for a new job as well, he gave me Ativan, but I never know if things are bad enough to take it and it kind of freaks me out. Anyone have thoughts or advice?