so not too soon to be but 9 months soon, I found out today m fiancÚ is pregnant, now it took me ages to propose for fear
of the unknown fear of taking risks like this is it this is for life. I had a similar thought about children..but I thought i would trake things as it comes, now my fiancÚ is pregnant
which is a blessing because she was told she would have trouble having kids.. but now I dunno if its shock or if the anxiety has kicked
in but I feel real scared about it again and fear loosing space or having things change or how things are going to be in 9 months.
any suggestions is appreciated.. maybe some CBT??? I dunno.
I love my fiancÚ except for my constant negative aspects that things will change, what if things go wrong down the track will I be a good dad.. etc...