I don't know what happened exactly. I feel completely ridiculous right now. a week or two ago I started to notice that I couldn't even swallow water or food sometimes. Now I have to make ridiculous hand motions every time I swallow my own spit, I don't know why.
I can't even swallow my own spit. I'm so afraid of choking I keep "misfiring" and something weird happens in my throat where it seizes up and I panic. A doctor looked at my throat just yesterday and didn't say anything, I wasn't even afraid of this yesterday! I can't take it, I just nearly choked on my own spit!
I don't know why this started happening. I was just fine a few days ago and now I have this terrible anxiety about swallowing, why couldn't it be something else? I'm hungry and thirsty right now and I can't drink water or eat anything, I don't know what to do, I'm completely worried and flustered. How am I going to eat dinner?
I keep spitting out my own saliva onto a rag because I can't swallow all of it! What's happening, what's wrong with me? This is completely utterly ridiculous and I can't figure out why it's happening to me, I don't know what's wrong with my head, how am I going toe at?