I was prescribed it about a month ago now and it's just been sitting in my purse because I'm too afraid to take it.
I'm afraid I'm gonna have a terrible reaction to it. I keep "putting it off until the weekend so I can take it when my mom is home with me just in case something happens" but when the weekend comes, I don't start it.
My mom doesn't understand my anxiety and her reaction when I told her I was prescribed Prozac was pretty negative, so I feel really uneasy.
Plus just my health anxiety in general keeps me from wanting to take ANY medication at all.
My anxiety has been terrible this week (finals are next week and I'm incredibly stressed out) and I'm having panic attack after panic attack.. I can't even just sit here and watch TV with my boyfriend without something randomly hurting and then me panicking that I'm having a medical emergency.
I'm so afraid right now and just wanna cry. I keep telling myself that it's all just anxiety but then something else hurts or aches or happens and I can't stop panicking and worrying and wanting to cry no matter how much I tell myself to just breathe and calm down.
I'm so tired of having anxiety. I just wanna cry (but I know that'll just send me into an ugly-crying, hyperventilating panic attack so I'm not going to).