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Offline heota

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hi :s
« on: May 06, 2014, 10:26:15 AM »
ah so where to start... i've never really been on a forum like this but i've come to the point where i feel like i need to start opening up about the things that bother me and i assume this would be a great way of getting there... at least i can vent here without anyone judging me right?

my name is monica, i:m 18, and i'm from socal. naturally i suppose i come off as very confident and happy to my family and friends but really i am insecure and i want to keep a smile on only to make sure everyone else is happy. i was diagnosed with depression back in middle school and just recently have i been put on anti-anxiety and anti-depressant medication, but i feel like it takes more than just medication for me to change my mindset. a huge factor of all of this is the fact that i don't feel comfortable with myself. i really hate how i look and i know that's bad but i just can't help it. i constantly worry about how i appear to others and how i just appear in general. i wish i could lose a few pounds.. then i stop eating and lose those pounds but still feel like it isn't enough. i wish i was skinnier, prettier, i just wish i was comfortable with myself. i don't think my parents understand how serious this is but they know somewhat about it. my dad is in denial about me having bdd and its just frustrating bcos i wish i could talk to him about it but i feel like i can't.

anyways, i guess i should say a few facts too right? >< i'm really into kpop and just music in general, music is my escape from everything. i love horror movies, and anything in the shock-disturbing genre. i usually roam music forums but decided to leap into this cute little forum. i hope you guys will greet me with open arms, as i would like to get to know a few people that i would relate to or talk to and mentally grow as a result.  :laugh3:  :angel-smiley-006:
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Re: hi :s
« Reply #1 on: May 06, 2014, 12:41:53 PM »
Welcome to the forum. Good to have you as a member. Here you are with like minded people. People who understand. As we all suffer from something or other. So feel free to ask any questions. Our members are always willing to help others out. Good chatroom too. 3 posts to enter the room.

Find the correct section of the forum that suits your condition and create a new topic on it. This is just a welcome section. Never really get the same amount of help in this section as you would on the other sections of the forums. So whatever one suits the questions you are asking. Get much better answers.
All users of the chatroom must be 18 years old or over. The room is off limits to anybody under the age of 18.
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Re: hi :s
« Reply #2 on: May 06, 2014, 12:46:12 PM »
Hi and welcome to the forum. Im sure you will find lots of helpful info here and lots of helpful people. Its a great forum with plenty to offer from help from others, games, chatroom, anxiety wire ( our own little social networking site and much more.
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