I wanted to wait until I was in a calmer frame of mind from medication but as i'm not sure if Remeron is the one for me i'm going to have to hold off with therapy. Then again, NHS waiting lists for therapy might takle 3+ months. That'd be enough time to taper off Remeron if needs be and try a different medication.
Ironically I feel rougher today with no hangover than I did the past 5 days when i'd been drinking daily. Oh well, i'll hold out for the 3 week mark on the new 45mg tablet.