Before I Cameron to this forum I'd never seen the expression 'HA'. But boy is that what I have. For the past month or so I have had constant thoughts of suffering from ALS or tetanus, and subsequently, been afraid of dying. I read somewhere that fear of dying psychologically is fear of the opposite, of living, and I'm sure that my fear of having a disease that manifests itself in loss of muscle control, has some deep psychological meaning too, though I don't know what.
Anyway, mu muscle feel increasingly stiff and I have a slightly difficult time flexing my left foot towards the ground.my back also feels stiff. I probably need to get past my burnout/ depression/ anxiety issues, but it's a struggle at the moment.:-(