Does anyone get depressed on these?
I have been prescribed these and I took them for a while a long time back, I was taking 40mg three times a day, but I work as a cleaner and If I took one before work, I would halfway through my 4 hour shift all of a sudden loose all my energy and wouldnt be able to walk properly. I noticed if I ate sugar at that point I could recover but once I just had to sit there for about an hour before I felt good to get up and go again. I also would sleep for about 13 hours if I took them before bed.
I have had a relapse in anxiety so my doctor suggested I start taking them again for a little while - especially because ive got a twitch which is making me worry I have MS.
I explained the problems I used to have so he gave me 10mg tabs. But I've noticed that even on such a small dose I spend all day thinking about that fact that my only two friends know I have a really bad anxiety condition yet they have never checked in with me to see if I am ok, and that if I dont call them we wont speak for months on end. That I spend all my time listening to their problems and helping them yet they roll their eyes if I mention Im having a bad day. By the end of the day Im thinking ive got about 100 40 mg tabs and now a bunch of these lil 10mg ones... and if I take all of them will it just slow my heart down until it eventually just stops and I go peacefully just like that.?
I dont normally think like this. Although I probably should try and find new friends.