Went to the doc today for another bad cold and she found a soft lump in the front of my neck right above collarbone. She was concerned enough to send me for an ultrasound. Said could be a gland, could possibly be thyroid issue, or cyst....won't know til they look at it. Now I am freaking out. I have cried all night because I am convinced I have cancer. My chest and back and throat feel so tight and tense. I just cannot relax. Google has made it worse. I have no one to talk to about this. I just feel like I cannot get a handle on myself anymore. I also have a super swollen tonsil that an ent is going to look at. Worried about that too. I swear it is all downhill when you turn 40. My anxiety never used to be about my health....used to be normal panic attacks (if you can call a panic attack normal). Funny how now I would rather have a panic attack than a constant worry over my health. At least the panic attack would end!