So, here I am. I have visited this forum several times in the past few months. My problems started around january. Prior to the health related issues, I have always had a strange feelings of uneasiness: what I'm doing with my life, and a bunch of other stuff. Long story short, I've come to the conclusion that I most likely am suffering from health anxiety. I've seen my fair share of doctors, ran many tests, saw a psychiatrist, and so on. I hate to think that I'm crazy or something, and i rarely get to talk to anyone about this because no one understands, and my brother, parents, and friends think is ridiculous. I myself think it is ridiculous and irrational, but i can't help it. Believe me I wish I could.
I decided to just join this forum, and see if talking to other people who might be sharing these experiences helps at all. My episodes come and go, but when i get fixated on something, or a shred of worry seeps into my head, I'm in for a horrible day.
So hello everyone, it's nice to meet your acquaintances.