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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #10 on: April 19, 2014, 05:24:58 PM »
Calm down and enjoy easter with the kidos-monday will be here soon and you'll get you answer.  Take the zoloff to get through till the test.  Make easter good for the kids-they're the most inportant part of your life.  Enjoy them every day.
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #11 on: April 19, 2014, 05:37:36 PM »
I'm sorry but I can not enjoy Easter. I will have a fake smile but deep inside I'm drowning. I do a very good job at hiding my HA and fear from my children. I have suffered my whole life. This isn't the first time I have thought I had something terrible this is just the most intense it's been. I'm usually under the care of my OB because I was pregnant pretty much back to back so any concern I ever had I addressed to her! Now that we are done having children I am no longer in her care and have gone 2 years with our being pregnant which really helps my HA!!! Pregnancy almost makes my HA go away.
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #12 on: April 19, 2014, 05:53:43 PM »
You've done a great job keeping your troubles from your kids, which is wonderful, so don't let up now, when you're so, so close to the finishing line.  :yes: If you have to fake a smile in front of them, then do.

Lindsay, I am sure you will be fine. You'll be back here on Monday saying that you got the all clear. Put the computer to rest, take a brisk walk or drink some camomile tea. Keep taking your zoloft, and you'll feel calmer, even if you don't feel 100%. We are all behind you, so please be good to yourself try to relax.
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #13 on: April 19, 2014, 06:01:06 PM »
I know its really hard with ha.  Some days are better than others.  Just have to take it day by day.  I always tell myself if something bad is there-they'll catch it early since i go to the docs so often.  I'm sure hes already written crazy on my file in big red letters.  I feel the same as you except i'm much older and my daughter always reassures me about how docs think things through. 
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #14 on: April 19, 2014, 06:08:04 PM »
Thanks for all the help. I think I will be a mess until Monday. My OCD is also making me do weird things like I can't throw certain things away in fear of jinxing my results. The intuitive thoughts are also bad. I feel like I had put a lot of my OCD habits to rest until this.
 
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« Reply #15 on: April 19, 2014, 06:19:09 PM »
Don't beat yourself up about it. OCD is a biatch, having 'relapses' when you're stressed out is really common. Best to just accept it's there for now and that you'll look into it once you feel able to.
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #16 on: April 19, 2014, 06:37:59 PM »
This was also with me last Easter. Not as bad but totally consumed my day. I first noticed the periodic streaking last February. This had controlled me
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #17 on: April 19, 2014, 08:50:53 PM »
Do you get other symptons-like tingleing,stomach pain,trouble breathing or such?  Just curious since alot of peeps do.  I do get alot of physical symptons,
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #18 on: April 19, 2014, 10:00:33 PM »
I have anxiety attacks which consist of excessive crying, I shake and I do get mild shortness of breath. I don't really have neurological symptoms. During this week of stress I was getting shooting pains in the side of my head (left side) that would last around 15 seconds. I was getting facial twitches and muscle twitches earlier this year along with the shoot head pains but I think that was anxiety related because I thought I had a brain tumor.
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Re: ABSOLUTELY TERRFIED over Flex Sig Monday.
« Reply #19 on: April 19, 2014, 10:34:52 PM »
So I *think* I might have an anal fissure. I periodically have burning pain after BMs. Tonight had a BM and a couple minutes later I was burning really bad. I then used a baby wipe and had extreme burning. I decided to use my handy mirror and light and saw what looks like a small cut towards the back right in the middle? It was hard I be sure but it was red and irritated. Uh this is driving me crazy.
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