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Offline Guitarcad1991

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Back after 3 YEARS
« on: April 18, 2014, 05:44:33 PM »
Hey friends, 3 years ago I was on here ALL THE TIME. I had moved out to California from Massachusetts during that time.

Well, I ended up going back to Massachusetts after that. But, haha, now I'm living here in California going to college.

I've had my anxiety under control about 110% better until,

Yesterday; I had a flare up with some urinary issues (the same issues that started my ENTIRE SAGA of hypochondria and mental breakdown)

Went to an urgent care clinic today, the doctor believes it's a prostate flare up. No infection was present.

If any of you remember me or my history, you know that I was addicted to Xanax, diagnosed with dozens of medical issues and, have SEVERE PTSD, OCD and problems separating the present from the past.


As I'm sitting here, I'm getting strong frightful flashes which are confusing me and I'm unable to tell what year it is and where I am.

I am only ever comfortable in Massachusetts, as that's the reason I returned there in Winter 2011 in the first place, and stayed there until Nov. 2013.





I'm sitting here feeling like crying, but at the same time I feel emotionless. It's very weird.

I really need a friend, I really need comfort.
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Re: Back after 3 YEARS
« Reply #1 on: April 18, 2014, 11:13:54 PM »
Hinguitarcad, sorry to hear about your recent anxiety. Anxiety does tend to pop back up just when you start to forget about it. Seems like u have come along way and should be proud of yourself. What do you mean by flashes and not knowing where you are? Maybe you were just in the midst of an attack? We'll hope you are feeling better now. Hope to hear back from ya to see how you are doing. Take care friend!
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Re: Back after 3 YEARS
« Reply #2 on: April 19, 2014, 12:08:11 AM »
Yeah, it comes and goes. Thanks for caring
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Re: Back after 3 YEARS
« Reply #3 on: April 19, 2014, 10:56:41 PM »
No problem!  :action-smiley-065:
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