Thanks Potatoes for reply :)
Ok I'll write my problem there. I had meds from psychiatrist, diagnosis was anxiety disorder with agoraphobia and panic attacks, prescribed medication were Depralin (escitalopram) and Hydroxyzinum VP, I took Depralin for about month but thanks to this I was nervous all the time, had panic attack like I never had, for e.x. I couldn't stand on my feet because I felt like I was on crazy rollercaster, and when I lay down I was shaking like crazy... Hydro should calm down, but it didn't worked either, actually it made me more active and I had to do something very fast. And it was about 1,5 ago. In December last year I had other psychiatrist and I tired Paroxinor (paroxetinum) but only for two days, first pill calmed me down, but next day was an Armageddon :c
I am not too skilled in schizophrenia as others may be, but I just want you to know that the mind is a powerful thing. When you face anxiety, one little itch, scratch, comment, or outcome can make all the difference in the world in how you perceive things. I couldn't tell you if this is a significant sign of SCH, but your best bet is if it continues, seeks a doctor who is specialized in psychiatry. If you have good insurance all you'll have is a co-pay, but if you decide to do it... do it now, you might be booked out a month.. who knows. There is medication that can help with that if that is the case, I've heard Abilify (Aripiprazole) works well with this but do note that it does not come in Generics, at least that I've seen... so insurance will save you a heck of a lot of money when you go to get it filled. If medications have failed you in the past, it's understood that you're more likely not to try them out again, but it's just food for thought and listing some options with an open mind.
I understood that mind and imagination are powerful things, I am an artistic soul and I always had something like I looked on clouds, shadows, and could see in this dragons fighting with knights, cute things and scary things, it was very useful for my drawings but well, till anxiety and stuff. I have booked psychiatrist on May already, and I used to have a therapist for one month because she kicked me out a week ago. I was sick and couldn't go on session and couldn't take blood tests, so she said that in her opinion I don't want to work on myself an this is the end-.- great therapist huh
It may be food for thought but food don't change way of thinking, but I wonder if meds I took in the past could do some damage in brain and maybe that's why things like this happen to me? Now I always checking everything many times, and have problem with taking any meds, I'm freaking out even when have to take something even for a simple cold or flu ;c
Maybe all in all it could be a form of Health Anxiety, Hypochondria if anything. When you say that you've never heard of anyone with anxiety who would act like this, you should think again. Many people struggle with simply drinking water from the tap in fear of letting in forms of diseases. They soon start to feel these "symptoms" and it all goes downhill. Are they mental hospital worthy? Absolutely not. It's how they're wired, and it's how we are all wired. it's something you've got to take with an open mind and a grain of salt. if you panic yourself, that'll destroy you mentally before anything else. Keep calm, and if anything else pops up seek a doctor sooner than may. It's for your greater good. You deserve it.
Well you're right, there are people who get scared about many things, like my friend, who doesn't have anxiety, but is freaking out like crazy when she has to go back to home alone at night because she's obsessed that someone would kill her :) But this are kind of normal, possible situations, and having leeches on tongue is something crazy in my opinion, and I don't know anyone with this kind of freaky situations :c It worries me especially that for this few seconds I thought leeches were real :c
To be honest I feel mentally destroyed already, toxic family, a lot of stress everywhere, and panic attacks, spending too much time at home because of agoraphobia, and this situation from last night.. it's too much for tired mind eh :c I'll go to doc as soon as it will be possible, but I don't have high hopes for faster term, public medical care here is probably one of the worst in Europe :c